...with GUYS? Seriously, I think a main reason for why I'm having such a hard time getting Casey off my mind is the fact that I've only been on one date with one other boy in my LIFE!
I'm really hating the fact that all the guys I know are taken, as in somebody else's boyfriend. It's really starting to make me angry because where does that leave me? tormented in my own thoughts and feeling inadequate and unattractive.
Am I ugly?
Do I smell?
Is my behavior offensive?
Come ON! What does a girl in UTAH of all places have to do to get a freakin' date???? Whenever I want something, I have to take the intiative to get it; whenever I want to talk with ANY of my friends from Claremont, I have to text them. They don't text me. I have a feeling that it's going to be the same thing with dating....
Mr. Freakin' WONDERFUL is going on dates right and left, and he advises me to move on and, I quote, "accept the fact we're not together anymore". Well excUUUUUSE me because I don't have boys just chomping at the bit to get married like everyone and their dog is at BYU-I-DO.
*commence with the long painful scream*
2 comments:
Maybe you've already done this, but it sounds to me like you need to cut ALL ties with Casey. I've been there, I know the whole "friends" excuse, but the reality is, it's not going to happen that way- at least not right now. Remove his number from your phone, block his number from calling you, "unfriend" on FB, and whatever else you have to do.
Put yourself out there and make friends with people who DON'T have BF's. If everyone you hang out with all the time has a BF, then other guys might think you have one too. (This doesn't mean you ignore those that do, but you get the drift) Go to activities where guys will be there and just be yourself- don't try too hard. (Although you DO kinda stink. I can smell you from here... J/K!)
But mostly, don't be so hung up about it. ENJOY college life and have a good time. If there's one thing that I wish I would have done years ago, was not be so obsessed with finding someone, and just enjoy all the fun stuff going on around me. There's no need to rush- especially if you plan to serve a mission. You've got your whole life ahead of you- have FUN!
Dude, you don't stink ENOUGH.
In order to protest my lack of dates my first two months at BYU, I informed all my guy friends I was going on a shower strike for a week. Yeah, greasy hair and all. At the end of the week, no one was sitting by me in class, but I never lacked for a date on the weekends for the rest of the semester.
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